Hrmmz… im bacc once agen fellowz…. Life has jezz been.. oh say spiffy?… iunno.. da bf en I have been undergoing some major drama… but im glad to say dat we have surpass it all en are once agen together =].. im so thankful for him coming into my life… he makes me such a happy person.. sometimes.. I dunno… I feel like im fine without him.. then wen dat moment comes I miss him dearly… for now…all I can say is im happy hes with me and not dat nancy retarded hoe or dat stupid Linda bitch. BOTH of them! I guess kharma can be a bitch.. but oh wellz.. im dealing wid it and moving on. I don’t want to follow the footsteps of some people and be immature about the situation.. all dat matters in da end is dat he comes home to me =]..

Man.. within our 2 weeks and 3 days of going out.. there was just way too much drama for me to withhold… just couldn’t do it no more.. being with him made me feel so foolish and gullible like he alwaise says.. but then being without him I feel so lonely.. I miss dat missed calls from him..and I espeshally miss having that person that I noe for shure wuld call me late at nite and I would drop wutever im doing and talk to him… its such a great feeling to have some1 to miss and noe that theres a wall that u can fall bacc on wenever nething goes wrong. Hes my stability and I love it. I mean.. I have homies.. but theres onliee so much a homie can make u feel.. girls I noe u noe wut im saying… so yeh. My life as of rite now is just perfect. Frenz, cars, family, and JON.. wut more do I need. =D

MONDAY:  schoolin succs major ass.. I hate it here so much! Its way too fobby for me hea!! I just want to like pull my hair out and like leave!!! Arrgghhh!! I miss my pacificans so bad.. I want to go bacc to my white asss boring skoo call phs soo bad.. I miss everything about it. Even the classes and teachers! Can u believe that! Its my senior year and I totally hate it here!!! Blagh!! But I did da crime and now im paying da time I guess dass wut u wuld call it… newaise.. came home.. napped.. den tommy and vu called me to go drinking..and me being the alcoholic that I am… how can I ever refuse rite.. newaise.. I had fun.. en oh my god!! I met like the HOTTEST BLACC HOOKER ever!! She was nice and gorgeous.. poor thing had to be a hooker tho.. how sad..

WEDNESDAY:  Jon and I broke up… =[

SATURDAY:  snuck my sister’s car keys.. pik’d up amy … major misunderstandins…yeh.. drove on da freeway and almost died like 5288695 times taking to see her boy in Tustin.. den went to placentia to pic up klum Z… dropped off amy…. Den came bacc to my house.. got all purdified.. got picked up by jon and his 2 frenz … pikd up nina den dropped by curly’s + anthony’s kicc bacc… it wuz great seeing them agen yes. Umm.. drama… den headed off to the block … jon and I made up and now we back together. YAYYYUHZ!! Heh..saw resident evil 2.. it wuz alite.. I like da first one better tho.. but yeh.. den my bby took me home… I am one happy woman I tell ya…

Im bout to go play wid my lil white cousins before going home.. =].. smell ya poopers later. =] oh en by da way.. I am now a legit driver.. hahah.. got my car, insurance, and erraythang! Hehehe.. im soo happy… now all I need is to improve my driving on da damn freeway!!! Grrr